金曜日, 4月 06, 2007
Muhahahaha, i'm so bored until i dunno what to do so i just visited SP SAS... Now I feel very happy because i've got so much free time... My timetable is as follows:
- Monday (no lessons)
- Tuesday (no lessons)
- Wednesday (WaterTech 8am-12pm)
- Thursday (PCTech & Repair 2pm-5pm)
- Friday (Safety He&Management 8am-11am)
Muhahahaha, i can finally slack much more in this coming term and play more maple or find some part-time jobs, and not worry for my studies and pia like hell like the last term....hehe *winkz*
11:56 午前
Finally got the chance to meet up with the SP gang last monday at bugis... woohoo.. everybody changed -- Milly slimmed down, bing so sporty and Wanqiu so lady-like.. really think that everybody bian le! Anyway, really enjoyed walking around with the gang and our gossipy conversation in pasta mania. ^^
Tuesday i was busy training and earning mesos in maple because of the stupid zakum expediture held last wednesday... haiz ended up i also didn't get the chance to get zakum helmet, but still lucky because i tried zakum and i never died, despite my computer being super laggy...
Went to IMM with my mother just now and bought a pair of GUCCI shades, haiz but still need to collect the shades from west mall this coming monday... Guess it will be the last shopping for current, cos the shades cost three hundred bucks... -_-"
Hmm.. still ok la, because these past months I havent been shopping.. Really felt very happy, i guess shopping is still the best medicine for a broken heart! Hahaha! Here's a picture taken the other day at bugis... hehe showing how much we love shopping !! *winkz*
1:26 午前
月曜日, 4月 02, 2007
What if you've owned everything you've ever wished for, earned all the money that you've ever wanted to earn, gained all you've longed for, but lost the only one you've loved, will you ever find happiness??
5:55 午前
Once more, i haven't been blogging for ages again. Its not that I'm being lazy again, but its just that he had returned back to japan, and i've been missing him so much.. in my current position now, i can just say that long distance love is really very painful.
Today is just the second day after he left, but to me, it seemed like ages.. everything seemed to be so useless to me, even playing my favourite maple story, is just like an everyday routine. Still remembered yesterday, when i actually died 8 times in the game. I didn't train or anything, just walking around in the maple world, remembering the streets that he had walked, while he had been playing together with me.
I dunno how to describe exactly, but now my life seemed to be so empty without him. Everytime i do something, i will recall the time when we both were doing such a thing. It really pains me alot, because i know that in my heart, i am actually afraid, that one day he might leave me, totally without contact.
Darling did call me yesterday, but it was a very short call. We didnt talk much about anything, just hearing his voice made me so happy. Tomorrow will be going out with wanqiu n guys, now i really wonder whether i would enjoy the trip tomorrow. Maybe i might be coward, but what i would really like to do now, is just to shut myself up from the outside world, being lonely doesn't matter to me anymore, cos what i really want now is just to be alone......
12:51 午前
